N's are ovur. *throws all textbook and notes to a side*
*runs back to pick up maths tb and notes* Cuz there's still O's. Needa go back t schl for 3 days for prep. Met Elsie on sun to study at mac. Had miscommunication so next time we're gg out tgt, Chong call me pl0x. Haha. Had dinner at one of my relative's house and watched family outing w one of my relative/couz. Went home at 10. Was supposed to go to the library in the morn, but Diva came so stayed at home instead. Nothing much to update, really. Now I have 3 tumblrs cuz I keep losing my pwd and all. Rawr. Loving the pictures there too.

Feel like setting my blog to friends-only. Well, we'll see..

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Luf this pic by colormekatie. Her pictures are all so naice and she's so full of ideas.
Back blogging after being busy w studies. There were times we went out tgt as a group to study at the library, which turned out kinda funny. Played w candles(or rather fire) on moon cake festival w yl, rach and dylan and I accidentally burn a few part of our bags plus someone's leg. Teehee. One more paper and I am don w N's, but there's still prep exam for Omaths. Had sharing sesh w a new bestie these few nights. Shared and heard a lot of things, some left my jaw hanging and ha-ha at what he told me about Ben taking Amaths. Yes, I am shocked. Studied outside most of the time during moii study leave.

Finallymet Elsie tday. Went to mac to study, then saw pri-schoolmates Renee and Aishah. Laughed the night away cuz of the many little stupid things we did. Thought I can't meet Chongz until fter her O's. Good luck for your O's! Dont need t wish me for mine s already over. Not tryna make you jealous or anything..... you know~ hahaha.
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Collected SHINee photobook tday yeayz. Third mini album coming out ooo i can't wait. Oh, Dream Concert s tday and it's the first time their perfing w/o Jay. Plus, Tiffie got into a car accident and she's still in coma when she's suppose to wake up like, few days ago. What I've heard nao is that she's gg to be transferred to another hosp in Cali. Get well soon, Tiffie!

What bad luck I have these few days. Tried not to turn my head around and when I turn, you just walked pass. And I saw tp twice already. Don't know why but I feel kinda weird aft that.

End w a pic. Took this from xy's blog. Loving it so much. Can't believe it's Draco when I first saw this.

Hayyy. Study break. Lemme break it down-Funny,tired and.. basically, funny. First few exams tday. Screwed up my chem. Mooncake festival-I burnt someone's leg by accident.
Oops. Saturday-Walked home w friends from Jurong cuz we thought the last 157 bus is gone. Turns out we're wrong. Survivor's Ben iz out, Foa foa is down to 6. Eat sock, all of you!!!!!
Can't watch any inki/mucore/mubank perfs this week so using com this week=a bore. Going to revise maths nao, will be back after N's.

Skybanner pic: (hehehehehe)


From Junior mag, if I'm not rong.

 

Skybanner proj is tdaaaaaaaaaaaaay! <333 Can't wait, can't wait! I hope Jay sees it hehe.

Met Chongz quite a no. of times. Glad cuz I finally shared my problems w her. Luckily we went out to study on sat if not I think I'll feel much more miserable for what happened on fri.
Eyes were swollen to the max but it went back to normal before we went out.

Ate mee pok and shared rojak, not the nicest but am satisfied cuz I've been craving for meepoks for dont know how many days already.

Survivor:Samoa last fri! Go Galu <333333 It's purple, too! So far haven't spot anyone that is as hot as last season's winner J.T, but there sure is some bastards and bitches in this one. Samoa is really v pretty! The water is crystal clear.

Tuition on sun. Did phy rather than maths. Tcher said that my answers were mostly correct despite the fact that I have no clue how to do it the right way. Had noodles at my fav stall, then went home passing by the F1 tracks. Danggg I missed it!! Love the live sound, btw. Heh heh. Lewis won! Ahh, expected it. Slept at 5ish this morn cuz of geog. Now longshore drift and cliff+wave-cut platform is fresh in my mind.

Studied at Starbucks tday. Chem, maths and geog. Finished my maths tys finally. Still owe tcher 32948304820981 graphs, btw.

Oh, the weather's fricking hot.

Had ice cream w Chong and her fwenDzxc.
I prefer hip hop jellyzxzxzc :C I only ate it twice in my entire life haha.

Too many secrets and too many lies. Don't know which to believe anymore. Thanks for making me feel whatever I am feeling now, cuz I am finally awake. I know where I stand in your life already. Tired of listening from other people. I'm just going to pretend I know nothing even if you tell me, I'm not going to care. I feel like drifting apart from you cuz I don't think it's going to make a difference. To you, actually. When * mentioned the words 'lie again', I realised finally, how many times you've lied to me.

They'll think you don't know , or wont find out
But surely you do so without a doubt

I dont think the word BFF should exist. Anymore.

Idk what the beep have I ever done to you for me to deserve this kind of treating from you. You never do that to him. I dont get why I am always the one taking all your shiat whereas he's the angelic one. I dont even know why are you making my life difficult. Everytime I pray to God but I dont think He's even helping me w this. Once again, fml.

Will someone believe me if I tell them that I had 3 seperate birthday cakes on the same day?! Zomggggggggggggggggggzxc.
First of all, Rach's beloved cute purple icing cupcakes.
Then, Brother and daddy got a tiramisu cake from Bakerzin yayyy!
And to top it all off, Chongz bought a small strawberry cake which resulted in her two blistered fingers due to fail attempts of lighting the candle haha. Even got wax on my cake pl0x. Didn't even bring any fork/spoon and expect me t like, what? Eat it w my hands? HAHAHA.

Loving all the cards, even though when I go to sleep I still can't help but stare at a particular card and wonder if it's really from him. I double check every morning. Unbelievable unbelievable unbelievable. When Rach passed it to me I just blanked out. Can't explain how I felt at that moment. It's MAGIC! (LOL. Chongz knw whut i mean :D )

I mentioned in my prev post that we ate Swensen's. I had Swensen's AGAIN on the next day cuz the guys kinda want it. Xy's disgusting moves never fail to disgust me. He was sitting right in front of me, and sent me a text "can talk?" Didn't save his assaholic dirty number so I asked "who are you?" And he was like, *act blur* "huh? why you send me a text?" in front of Neil and Jon. So I said "eh, i dont know leh, i never save ur number so i replied you cuz you texted me and asked if can talk or not" i think he got embarrassed so he said loudly "OH NO LAAAAA, I SEND WRONG. SENDING TO MY GF." FTW. come bash me or whtev, i dont rlly care. I find it kinda embarrassing sometimes when __________________________________________________________, Fill in the blanks, tyvm. Neil is a typical gamer. Omg,really. And I dont know why his twin brother didn't come :C Met Chong in the evening. Dinner at Lot1, then MOF. Ate the one that Tri ate when she first brought me there. Uber nice, two thumbs up. Disturbed Chong from the bus interchange all the way back home cuz she's like so obsessed w her stupid game la. I blame Xperia. $%$#^^$%$#

Met Chong tday again cuz gg back to Lot1 to buy some stuff. Ate Pizza hut. Ice cream. Buy my stuff. Buy her clothes. Drank coffee. Home.
Bestie called. This stupid idiot dont even knw hw to do his assignment. Got me laughing at him for half an hour. Thankx for keeping me entertained while I wait for my bus mannnn. Tuition tday was like, 3 hours straight la omg. Had fun these few days even though something bothered me after the first day it happened. Didnt wna tell Rach and the rest is cuz _________________.

Surprised, shocked. Put everything tgt and you get Surshocked. -.-
Started off w a bad day. Didn't want to tell what happened last night cuz if I were to, people will most prolly dash dot dash me. Don't think they'll evur understand either.

Thank you..
Jolene, Wanyu and Zaf for the candy machine + frog bank(yes, everything iz in green!!) Imma try save some money naozxc :)
Racheal for making the scrapbook with other people's message for me
Faila and Diva for the care bear soft toy, file(??) and card.
Yk (who is GMFlower? LOL!)and Liying for the random gifts. Haha. I'm loving the hairbandzxzxc.
Uma for the bracelet on the bbq day
Ganesh for the chocolates, which, I have no idea where it went to in the end. I think Faila took it home :C Haha!
Swensen's for the ball00nxx
Dylan, Yeehao, Gavin and Junhong for the party tank. Oh ya, the drink that Dylan wanted me to drink iz this :
Evil right?! Suppose to be a dare anyways. But he called it off hahaha. And I saw this poster AT MY HOUSE BUS STOP AFTER I REACH HOME. #w%$#%$# This drink is supposed to make pple horny btw. From what I hear. Look at the ingredients-Horny goat weed. WHAT IS THAT?!
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Had lunch at Swensen's w daph,Pau,Rach and Diva. Waited outside for soooooo long yknowz. :C
But had good food. Love it so much. Laughed too much after that cuz of the stupid things we did inside, special guest: The waiter that broke a glass cup w ice cream.
Suuuuper funny. Love my "Jia you!" sentence the most, including Diva's just-in-time burp when the waiter came. Embarrassing -.- Oh, and I got wronged by the rest for being bad to the waiter. Had free ice cream so I was choosing the flavour from the menu. He walked pass and I merely look at him unintentionally then he stopped and ask us if we need any help. He served us ice cream, and he ended with "Er... Happy birthday. Enjoy your meal!~" I swear he was stuttering.

Out w Jon,Jes,Neil and Xy tmrwzx! Dom can't come :CCCCCC Finally meeting all of em.

Big thankyou to all that wished me personally/text/fb, sang me bday song, and the effort all of you put in the gifts. Shocked that some of the pple from SFI wished me :) And COSBT zealot. They rmbr :) Still v surprised at one particular present, I have to re-read it countless times and stare at it to confirm it. Omgzz. Forgot what I want to say alr, so might add in more later onz:)

Gna have dinner outside w bro and dad.


This izzzzzzz awesome. When Jay sing, it's so mesmerisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssing

Turning 16 tomorrow and I don't feel any happiness inside me. Idk why /: Well, I guess it's gna be just another regular day in school. And dinner at night with family.

I want to work hard to earn my iPod classic. Just like how it was when I was taking my PSLE. I suddenly want to tell my dad to give me pocket money 25 bucks less ea week. *shrugs*

Hiie hii3s.

Went to COMEX on sunday w brother and daddy in between tuition time. didn't get a chance to see Bestie due to time constraint. getting my Classic soooooooooooooon! daddy says tmrw.. i thought he's suppose to buy it only when i get A1 for my maths.... late on monday. did two-hour detention cuz there's 3 of my items uncollected but it turns out to be four... 2 hour detention iz enough to kill me alr, minusing the hot-to-the-max weather. urggh two more hours.

didn't go t schl tday. was late for dental cuz i took my own sweet time preparing - watch vids, pack stuff, etc.. then head to town to get presents for my friends. spend most of my time in town at kinokuniya. gna buy some books soon. then to vivo. bought basic tops, wanted to buy dresses but gave up that thought. baaaaaah. it's v nice :C

school tmrw. aww. can i dont go? Bestie is still not back yet. That idiot.

Happy birthday Jolene :D

I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright.
These few days I've been slowly digesting the fact of what happened already. Better than Day One, I must say. But why is there still so much emptyness whenever they mention that name?

Today, I went out with my family and boyfriend for dinner. We were all having a good time, and suddenly at the end of dinner he decides to kneel down on one knee, take out an engagement ring, and say "I choose you, Pikachu," with a straight face. He was serious. FML

The fact that I have not got involved in this kind of thing before, I finally understand how people feel. Glad to see so many of Jay's celeb friends supporting him, currently there's 13(if I didn't miss out any) and the one that I love the most is Baek ga's message. Two thumbs up. Jay arrived safely in America. Hottest put up postits on JYPE's front door in Korea and Manhattan... They better keep it and read cuz it's all their hardwork. Meanwhile, Jay's petition for him to come back hit 100 716. 38 more percent to reach 160 000 :) I believe he'll come back cuz he said before he'll come back as a bttr person.
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Other than that, 3 N's subject ended ytd. Yahoo. Ate with the girls ytd while Faila went to city hall to collect her poster from fellow Glambert member. I feel so proud to be a maker of their Glambert banner tgt with Faila.. Glad that they liked it. :) Now at least Faila really understand how I feel when ur fav member is gone. Wonder when the last epi so Wild bunny is going to play.. I am still feeling v tired :C
Took a nap at 4,5plus ytd and I woke up this morn.Still tired. Brother POP-ed ytd or the day before. Couldn't make it cuz of my exams. He brought his camp mates home, PLAYED BBALL and JOGGED IN THE MORN. HE twitted few days back that he went swimming. Drastic change, zomg. So shocked whn grandmother told me he went jogging. Ahahaha. Good for him cuz he's getting fitter... Is he ?

Forgot to tell you what happened while studying outside tday.. Dylan and co. passed by the studying corner so I hid behind a wall next to the vending machine to scare them. Rach signalling me but the wall is blocking her so eat more pls. Ok that's not the point. As their voice as sound like they're getting nearer to me, I 'BOO!' damn loud.

Only to know that the person I Boo-ed ain't Dylan and co....

THEY ARE TWO CHINA WORKERS. AND ACCORDING TO DYLAN ONE OF THEM JUMPED IN SHOCK WHEN I BOOED AT THEIR FACE.

Omg that one is the biggest hit mian. Joke of the day. So embarrassed.

The same thing happened again - I pressed post, and my post is gone. Wow, magic.

Jae beom left 2PM. FTW. 2PM is not gna be the same without him.

Do come back T-T
Made up my mind-BUYING POSTER!

Second N's day. SS totally killed me.

Oh, and I had dinner with my dad and bro on sunday at bishan.
I wanted to order Qoo but my dad can't hear me. So he thought I said 'fishing' in chinese.
So he's like , Huh? Fishing?!. Then my brother told the guy Qoo. I was a bit slow in laughing. After I get it, I tried to hold my laughter till the guy's gone. But I can't, so I laughed soooooo hard that I cried like (fill in the blanks). Cuz it's super funny. Daddy did lots of v funny things on that day and I think he didn't even notice it.

Ahhhh too sad to update now.